God : "y so many concerns? y dun u jus trust in me?"
ting:"Ya.. y am i worrying this and that? y dun i jus commit to the lord?"


indeed, nowadays i am feeling so troubled.
got jumpy over little things.
cant settled down my heart over little things..
haii yo!
ya lor... jus do wat i can do, do my best..
den God will do the rest, the results is determined y God.
so.. i am worrying for nth!!
wahahaha.
ting.. u have to trust God mann..
dun take things in my own hand..
jus b assured that i am doing it for God and God will take care of everything de..
yeah!
i have the "set-free" feeling when God knock senses into my head that i have been worrying too much.


to do great things for god, i gotta to learn how to be calm..
esp emotions.
yups, i am glad to say that i have grown alot in terms of emotions.
ya lar, true.. i am a human...
when things dun go well, i will be so so distracted.
example.. when i saw one of my cg member fell asleep in service ytd.. i cant concentrade wat the preacher is preaching ! i dun reali noe wat my mind is thinking.. all i noe is i feel so upset abt it and yups, i didnt learn much =(
argh, i feel so DUMB!
however, i wana grow more in this area..
as in.. noe how to let my heart sit down before God and trust that God will take care of it..
i dun have to worry for little things mann!
duno how to explain..
understand?


5 more days..
15 !
to say the truth.. i am very scared!
15 is a challenge..
the reason y i dun wana change my goal cos i feel that its normal to face probs and i dun wana change goal jus bcos we are facing probs.. cos lidat, forever we wun hit goal one..
cos which cg dun face probs mann ?
and probs is not gonna be a once-off thing.
so God, please help us..
u will bring us thru right?
i dun care mann, gonna wack!
God, i must not doubt!
cannot trust with wat my eyes told me..
mus trust in ur promises..
trust in u.
since u are almighty god..
15 is peanut hurr?


God.. we will do our best..
the result depends on u
God, i dun wana doubt =)
trust in u, daddy!


anyway...
to mr NG and mr GOD..
happy father's day!
muacks =)
my daddies.
lurve ya.